i have no clue how it begun.. but from what i can remember i was at my church walking around.
i physically had to pee so i guess my dream and my body started to make a funky dream.
so, i was walking around my church looking for a bathroom to pee at.
i went to the closest one that mostly everyone uses.
when i went in there, for some reason it felt odd.
i observed the bathroom but i couldn't find what was so odd about it.
right as i was leaving, i saw something that was misplaced.
i saw a guy hiding behind these boxes; it was soo bizarre!
he was hoping that i didn't spot him out, but i did.
he said to me, "dayum, i was trying so hard to hide from you, but you always seem to spot me out."
that meant something to me.. what does it mean?
i usually dream of people i know, familiar faces.
but he was a total stranger to me.
he wore this bucket hat, and a black t-shirt from what i recall. he looked sort of tacky.
back to my journey to find the right bathroom..
i went to the other bathroom which was closest to the high school room.
usually when there are only 2 stalls, but for some reason there were 3.
i chose the middle stall.
right as i started to pee (as funny as it sounds), i saw a boy in the other stall looking at me.
for some reason, the doors & the walls lowered & i saw there were a massive amount of boys had their eye on me.
the guy with the bucket hat was there, he was standing right in from of me.
usually, when i know if people are watching or listening to me pee.. i wont be able to pee.
but in my dream i was able to.
but before i knew there were more than 10 in the restroom, i was talking to the boy in the next stal.
he had the prettiest eyes & a bloody red t-shirt on.
i gazed at him, i couldn't take my eyes off of his.
i had to pee some more so i took my eyes off of his, i did not realized how much i had to pee.
when i was done, i even told him that i was pee shy & i never can pee when someone's there... listening.
he just laughed at me.
i had a sigh of relief.
then thats when i found out that there were a numerous amount of other guys in the bathroom as well.
i mainly looked forward and to the right, never to the left for some strange reason.
but the bucket hat guy gave me this weird vibe.
i dont know what kind of feeling it was, but i knew it wasn't right.
as i was about to stand up, i got nervous & scared.
scared that they might be able to see me.
so i just sat there the whole time.
the red t-ed boy told me to stand up, but i used the excuse that i had to pee some more.
his eyes were so simple, but it was so luring. maybe i was curious..
what kind of story lies behind his eyes, i was devistated to know.
but i couldn't read them.
i just sat there confused & scared, and not able to stand up.
everyone in the bathroom told me to stand up.
they were all unfamiliar faces, but the one on the right, the red t boy, for some reason he felt the most familiar person to me more than the others in the room.
we had this bond, this attraction, but i just dont know where it came from.
i whispered to him that i cant get up in front of all these guys, cause they'll be able to see me for who i really am, and i'm not ready or able to do that at the moment.
then i find the red t-ed boy standing in front of me, twisted his body backwards & told me that it'll be okay, i can get up now.
he covered me so that no one would be able to see me.
all the boys just come around & look at how much i urine i had to unload.
i felt good and warm to stand behind him.
it felt like i was home again.
as silly as this dream sounds. the whole "peeing" thing, i feel like this dream is telling me something.. it's quite weird and embarrassing, but i just wanted some feedback.
i know not many people read my blogs, but i dont mind, its for my own enjoyment anyway.
i really want to find out what this dream means..
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