"'she is in love.' 'i dont even know her!' 'oh, you know her.' 'since when?' 'since always... in your dreams.'"

what to say, what shall i say, what can i say?

i really can't say much cause... i don't plan on blowing my cover any time soon.
but what i can say is that.. i'm falling for you, each and everyday..
you surely have no clue whats so ever that i'm falling for you..
i suppose that's somewhat good?

i plan and always have been wanting to drink coffee with you, sleep next to you, & most of all.. just be with you.
i don't understand why a line of girl's aren't waiting on your doorstep, cause you don't know how amazing you are.
i hardly know you.. which may seem weird. but everytime i hear a story about you from another.. it makes me like you more and more..


"When you see something from afar, you develop a fantasy. But when you see it up close, 9 times out of 10, you wish you hadn't."

i guess you can say that i like you from afar, which most times comes out badly.
but for pete sake.. i hope that it doesnt happen in this case...
i plan on talking to you more.. but that may be one sided.
but every chance i get to speak with you, it makes me more fonder of you?

i just hope one day you'll realize that i'm sitting right under your nose..
i would hate to see you just pass by just like how the seasons are changing.
i feel the winds have shifted, & fate is on my side..
i pray & hope that i am right for a change.


truly yours,
patiently waiting sharon