ive been having bizarre day dreams..
i havent day dreamed in months.
i day dream before i sleep.. or would that be called night dreaming? eh?
well whatever you'd like to call it.. its been keeping me up at night cause i get so overwhelmed. :}

it felt good to be able to use my imagination again.
but this time when i do day dream.. i dont expect anything.
usually i day dream because i feel like i dream of the necessities that im lacking..
but not anymore.
i day dream for my own well being.. because i like to do it.


this year has started off unstable, but im glad it did.
cause then i can foretell that the rest of the year hopefully wont be as bad as how it started.

i dont regret anything that has happened.
im glad that it happened, cause i learned so much in such a small amount of time.
this is giving me time to myself. so i can get to know myself better than anyone else can.
i used to want you to know me better than anyone else can.. but how could you if i dont even know myself?

hah well im dwelling on this too much.
i shall go eat & possibly go walk my bunny. :D


p.s. i skipped school today. but i dont feel bad that i did.. eek... not again.