ranting...

now that i have a car..
i feel like i can only rely on myself, so hopefully that would make it easier on me..
especially wit school.. i cant depend on someone else to take me or nothing.. so hopefully it'll motivate me to go to school...

i was thinking.. maybe ill be a pharmacy technician at target.. they maybe 15 bucks an hour...
but idk.. its perty easy to become one.. you just have to study some books.. but mm other than that.. its all good. just take a test.. that costs like 150.. books for free cause my friend has them.. mmm yea.. & every 2 years your have to renew your license.. so yeaa... but you have to take a 2 hour course online... soo noo biggy right?

but is that what i want to do for my whole career?
mm... make only 15 bucks?
if i got to school for likie 4 more years maybe 5 or 6.. and become a pharmacist.. i cant make 3 times as much as that.. idk..
blahh.. idk if i'd want to go to school for that long...

but if i were a tech.. i'd have so much time.. make okay money.. maybe barely manage to live on my own.. that would be cool.. & as my second job. i'd sell my art or something... if im good at it that is.. lol

mehh.. i watched this video that justin showed me...
its a couple who just work the streets together.. they go in broad day light and paint stuff on trains.. & etc...
i thought that was perty neat.. i'd like to marry soemone like that..
we'd both go out & just paint together.. how cute would that be?




its just got me thinking...
i need to grow up.. & finally get my head straight about school...
if i dont settle now on a major.. then when will i ever?!
meh... ill just become a professor at some college... or something.. lol that would be sweet

i am going to have an effortless life.. but still be successful.
thats the way i want it to be.
kicked back.. & relaxed. :}