we may seem to need the help of someone else to mend that shelf for too many "books"

whats there to say? hrm...
seriously.. i dont have anything to say. hahaha
i said everything i had to say to sarah song, lets sing a long.
hahaha im sorry.
i'm just soo... blissful!


i dont remember the last time i felt this happy.
its been awhile since i felt so.. alive!
it sounds like i had sex for the first time or something. hahahah
but noo.
it just feels good that i can feel good without any sexual contact involved.
maybe a good hug, but nothing in the sexual category. haha


eek i feel like im about to get my period. hahah sorry to blurt that, but i'm being as honest and open with my blogs. haha
well, i cried my eyes out last night.. cause i felt so lost.. sooo


lonely. =/

but sarah helped me out a lot, thank god someone knows what im going through! phewww
i seriously was on the edge.. no joke.
i didnt know what else to live for..
i think my parents expect so little from me now..
& whenever i tell my sister that im doing bad in school she gets really hurt cause she feels like its her fault, which it isnt!
but ya.. i've been losing a lot of my friends too.. i barely got like 5 real good friends. =/
as hard it is to say.. ehh
but i hope to make more next week. kekeke :}
and also i just felt like i dont have a special significant other to love me as much as i have to offer to them.. =/


well.. i just want to say thank you for everything!
you know who you are! :B <3
thank you for helping me get through this sticky situation.
THANK YOU! :)

i shall be talking to you real soon. probably when your reading this we'll probably be talking to eachother. mwhahah!



i had a lovely day.
& i am soo excited for tomorrrowwww! waahhhhh! <3

p.s. oh & you, if you ever read this..
i was keeping it "cool style" today. so thank you, you helped me out too. :}



your's truly,
thankful sharon.